“I don’t feel like it.”
“It’s not going to turn out right.”

The things that run through my mind when thinking about being creative. How do I get past these? I know that once I just start doing it that I’ll finish it, and about 8 times out of ten I will even like it. So what is this negative force that stops me?

This predicament reminds me of a scene from Waking Life (awesome flick btw).

These aren’t just my problems. It holds us all back.

Ideas.

Maybe if I set some time aside specifically for painting, drawing, writing, coding, whatever it may be. If I could get into a routine. If I had someone to compete with. Someone to push me. Maybe I should just stop being a pussy about it and just get some shit done. I feel like I’ve said and tried all of this before.

Doing.

I do get a lot done at work. I’m one of the lucky suckers. Working all day doing something I actually enjoy. I’ve got to admit, it is nice!

I’ve also started an iPhone wallpaper project. I’ll be using another domain I own (flyingnowhere.com) to display them and give them away. I’ll post about it when it’s up and live.

In a way I suppose I do get a lot done. I just wish I did more. We’ll see how the future goes!